life in motion

i've been watching a few really good shows, with good company as well. but amongst everything that i love about the shows (and even books), i find myself drawing parallels between the characters and myself. it may be a form of relating and understanding the characters but seems that i have more similarities with "the broken ones". i dont think they're broken, they are just in need of help, but does that mean that i am too? sometimes, im not really sure who i am anymore. the person everyone used to know and was proud of, its merely a shadow and a memory in my life. idk where she went but i know that things were a lot easier when she was around. i should find her, but i dont know where to start.