the past few weeks have been pretty eventful and in case i ever lose track of what has been going on or forget, some highlights have to be my first perfect game at chevrons on the 17th, 2 golds from SUniG '13, experiencing and learning many new skills as well (both in and outside the classroom). its strange to note how its already recess week, which translates to half the semester has passed. even then, i think its safe to say that im doing better now, relative to how things were exactly a year ago.
anyway there has been an influx of awesome news recently, and im glad to have been on both the receiving and sharing ends of it. to me, what makes everything accomplished worthwhile is having people to share the happiness and achievements with, as cliche as it. when you see and feel someone be happy for what you've done, and you know that you've made them proud, what an indescribable feeling that is. i never really expected myself to be inclined to such emotions but things change, and in this instance, i think it is for the better. yes, there are more people that you want to do them proud, which could also result in disappointment if expectations are not met, but i sincerely believe that its a blessing; to have those people in your heart to trust them with your success stories, your heartbreaks, your joy, your disappointments, your happiness, your anger, your life in general,especially when such a relationship is reciprocated. sometimes we take them for granted but never mistreat them because you never want to push a loyal person to the point where they no longer give a damn. when that happens, you may have just lost the person for good.
“If I ever let you down, it’s not because I don’t love you. It’s because I don’t love myself.” — William Chapman
