i've tried, i honestly did. even you cant deny that fact. but no matter what i do, it'll never be the same because there's a certain line drawn now, and i have to be cautious not to go so close to it lest i get burnt. however that does not mean i stopped caring cause i'll never be able to, and i hope you know and accept that by now.
"you keep pushing away people that cares for you, why?"
then again, you hardly ever give an answer anymore but you'll expect one, i honestly dont understand how that works. it may seem that idk what's going on but it might just be a puzzle that i have no interest to fix anymore because its tiring. and it maybe long overdue but this is me moving on. i may be different and you may not like it but i dont think that really matters to me anymore; sorry but i am not governed by your opinions of me any longer.
after all those disappointments and heart lurching episodes, i am still here for you but we know i cant say the same bout you. and even if our time has passed or whatever you call it, i still care and worry for you. recently, we've started talking more frequently and numerous times you got upset and wanted to rage. they may probably be bout the same issue or not but i dont like seeing you that way. also, dont reel me in to push me away; i dont like feeling helpless and neither do i like what you're doing to yourself. i'll respect your personal space as much as you want but please, dont come to me just when you're broken. in case you've forgotten, i have a heart too.
"we accept the love we think we deserve"
